When the moon shines i become alive...

I'm sick of chasing people to be with me or even to be my friend. I'm done trying to reach out to people, either you want to be with/be my friend or you don't. I just want to feel wanted for once in my life. I know it may not happen but i'm sick of trying to please everybody just so that i can have a friend or two. Like is too much to ask to have one guy or one friend actually fight for me? To care if i walked out that door, to come running after me. What if i'm thoroughly convinced no man will ever do that for me? Can someone please prove me wrong...