Tied together with a smile

         What do you do when the pain your feeling is overwhelming you? When you want to be so unbelievably happy but the thing that your longing for is to far out of reach? When your inches away from your happiness but your just not able to fit the par?
          No one gives us these answers, we're just told to keep moving. What if you're not sure if you can. Sometimes i wonder if this life is all just a joke, that a death, a suicide, is nothing. That in the end its all just nothing. That i could kill myself, and it would solve everything. No more worries, no Hell, you're just gone.

"Baby, im running out of band aids.
Even though you can bandage the damage,
You never really can fix my heart."